I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.

I just prepared something for you to eat. I don’t want you to lose hope and I’m still hoping that it was a joke. I won’t ask you if it’s the truth.

I haven’t been to wikipedia for two years to search for something and now, once again I am on their pages reading the same article.

You said you were terminally ill, I hope that’s terminally a joke.

So somebody in the family again has cancer. Great.

I thought the world was soon going to be nice
Let the tears out from my numbed eyes,
The stars will take another person’s life.
A Beloved will soon turn my world as cold as ice.

You don’t even know how much I tremble as I write this.

Just had a motorcycle accident awhile ago, I didn’t noticed a few sand piles along the humps when I hit the breaks, I slipped. Luckily, I got only bruises and wounds on my left leg and arm and hand and also, hit no cars, trees or even people. First accident after 6 years.Lesson learned.

I guess I should really get my Halo back.

Binigyan ako ng utol ko ng bracelet, ang hirap paniwalaan dahil hindi na kasi ako naniniwala pero natutuwa ako dahil binigyan nya ako ng ganito.

mamaya na lamang ang litrato.

Chinese new year daw kasi ngayon, binigyan nya ako ng bracelet, pampaswerte daw at pinadasalan pa raw niya ito. Andaming instructions, dapat hindi ipasusuot sa iba, dapat sa right lagi naka-suot para swerte. 

Okay lang lang na isuot ko ito kahit hindi naman ako naniniwala dahil natuwa naman ako sa effort ng kuya ko na bilhan ako ng ganito. Matagal-tagal na rin kasi na hindi niya ako binibigyan ng mga bagay na katulad nito. Wala lang, masaya lang ako. 

susubukan ko uling mag-sulat.

Magtatapang-tapangan nananaman ako.

Gusto ko sanang maintindihan mo ako, kaso hindi mo naman ako papakinggan dahil naunahan mo na ako ng panghuhusga. Masakit yun pero okay lang, kaya ko pa naman. Ganun ka ka-significant, kasi kung hindi naman din dahil sayo, hindi ako mapaparito kung nasan man ako ngayon. I still wanted to tell you (kahit dito lang sa blog ko na wala namang nag-tatyagang magbasa) na ayoko ng ganito, I don’t like the feeling of uneasiness. Alam mo kung gaano ako kadaling makonsensya, alam mo kung gaano ako kalambot. Ayaw na ayaw kong makipag-away sa mga tulad mo, nakakapanlambot lang ng tuhod pero kung yun ang trip mo, sige okay lang basta kaya ko parin, Okay lang. 

Shit happens. Maniwala ka naman sakin. Nakita mo ang bad side ko, mas in-emphasize mo pa kesa dun sa good side ko, You know I hate one-sided judgement. Kaso wala akong magagawa, wala talaga. OO, What I do defines me. Kaso wag mo lang naman ako i-base sa ginawa kong yun. Yun yung masakit dun eh. Kahit manhid na ako sa lahat ng bagay na nakakasakit emotionally, masakit pa rin. 

Sige fine, medyo naughty ka kung naughty, pero may magagawa pa ba dun?


Akala ko ba hindi ka magagalit sa akin? I should have warned you before.

Hindi mo to mababasa, nagsasayang lang ako ng oras sa kaka-type ng mga bagay na kahit kailan hinding-hindi mo matatanggap. 

I can’t even persuade you kahit gusto ko, I will just look annoying to you. 

I still believe that I deserve respect. 

Ayoko mag-sulat, alam natin yun, natatakot ako.

Malalaman mo ang kahinaan ko kapag nag-sulat ako.Malalaman mong nasaktan ako kapag nagsulat ako. 

Alam naman din nating wala talagang nakakakilala kung sino talaga ako dahil madalas akong tahimik tungkol diyan kahit gaano ka pa kalapit sa puso ko dahil nga, duwag ako. Alam kong walang kasamang boses ang bawat titik na isinusulat ko pero kahit ganon pa man. Ayoko pa rin. Takot akong makasakit at lalung-lalo na, ang masaktan ang sarili ko. Alam kong magaling ako mag-sulat pero ganun talaga eh. 

Dapat pala nag-diary ako, kaso pangit naman ang sulat ko. 

Contraception information series: Part 2

doctorawkward:

sexmadesimple:

Things you should remember about barrier methods:

• Oil based lubricants (massage oils, Vaseline etc) degrade latex
• Extra strength condoms can be better for anal
• Lambskin condoms don’t protect against pregnancy
• Some people are allergic to flavors
• Condoms come in all kinds of sizes. And one brand’s large can be another brand’s regular. Shop around to see what fits.
• Keeping barrier methods in your wallet can degrade their quality
• A lot of folks have allergic reactions to spermicidal lubes
• Also spermicide shortens the shelf-life of condoms
• For that matter, barrier methods have a shelf life. Make sure yours are in date.
• Stick to popular brands like Durex or Trojan, other less-known brands may not be of a high enough quality
• Swap your condom if swapping from anal to vaginal
• Use condoms for toys if you’re sharing
• Dental dams come in various flavors
• Vaginal condoms are generally latex free but double check because you do get the odd brand that makes them in latex.

Dear High Schools,
Why don’t you teach us this shit?
Sincerely,
Sean

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Mga dapat mangyari ngayong linggo

• Nawa’y makapag-umpisa na ako ng bank account.
• Makagawa na ng resume
• Makapagpapicture na ng 1 x 1 at 2 x 2
• Maipasa na yang Thesis na yan
• Magawa yung pinapagawa sa Phil. Lit
• Makagawa ng voice mail sa nais kong pagbigyan ng resume
• Braces
• Report bukas
• Makabili na ng cellphone. 
• Yung pinapagawang ticket.

Ayoko ng feelings na over-rated.

Hindi lahat ng nangyayari sa realidad ay nakikita mo sa mga telenovelang pinapanood mo, inuuto ka lang nyan. Punyeta kasi, dapat kasi may warning na bawal sa mga gullible na mga animal na tulad mo ang palabas na ganyan.

Tang ina mo ulit, Wag na huwag kang mag-eexpect na mangyayari sa tunay na buhay yang mga shit na napapanood mo.